where do we go from here.
Everything has changed so much.
I feel like a different person.
It’s like someone flipped a switch and every inhibition I had about expressing myself and being so closed off has been entirely changed. It feels good, but it sucks why.
I keep expecting to wake up and all the flowers are gone and replaced with him.
I don’t know which I’d prefer either… ones very selfish and the other hurts too much.
Time to figure out what i want out of life, because this is way too short to hate.
sigh.
