terminals

dont really know what to post.

trash talk got me really angry and then by the time my blog loaded i forgot what i was angry about.

uni sucks ten dicks, still have to do all my assignments despite special consideration, and because im the person i am it means i’ll still pore over every little thing until its perfect even with a guaranteed pass..

i have a test tomorrow i didn’t go to any lectures for, but i’ve been studying all day, only hitting my stride the past two hours, what a fucking waste of a day. i am the worst at studying until deadline comes and then i barely scrape through. why would uni be any different to the same shit i do with my own life.

ive been offered a getaway but i didn’t take it, which surprised me. i need to be with my family, whether it’s for me or for them. once we’re back on our feet i do need a vacation though.. the last one was kind of weird knowing it would be the last with my father. i’m looking forward to being a tourist again, everything feels new and life is so much easier.

whatever, wish me luck tomorrow.